• Baching-it with Dad

    For several years, my little sister had ballet on Saturdays, and while she was dancing, Mom went fabric shopping. They’d be gone all day, eating out at a restaurant together. These were the best Saturdays of my youth, not because they were gone, but because Dad and I would be “baching-it.”  Baching-it meant we’d be…

  • In the backyard with Gramma

    The giant yellow flowers in Gramma’s garden are taller than I, with rough faces, dark brown, wrinkled. Their fuzzy stems stand thicker than my thumb and I‘m not allowed to touch, do not touch, do NOT touch, do not, stand here next to Gramma, right here; it’s a little scary. The tallest flower’s proud, chin…

  • Playground Rejection

    The boy looked like Chris Pine, and his name was Derik; he liked another girl. He’d chase her around our school’s grassless playground, she’d scream. It looked fun, so I joined. Another boy started to chase both of us girls until Derik told him to stop.  There was a hard, sandy hill, pebbly, on that…

  • Mom‘s little dough dolls

    Mom’s in the pantry, shaping dough, thick and caramel-brown, into doll figures. They’re like gingerbread men but fancier, because they’re girls. All the shapes are round and smooth, sturdy. Two cookie sheets, side by side, are atop the washing machine and dryer. Mom works, making the pans teeter metallic, loud. I ask why she’s here,…

  • Murderous Beachy Keen

    Form HPD-252-A. Witness Statement from Dr. Tonya Meiers.  I first met Rick Anderson on my flight to the island of Oahu from Seattle, three days ago. It’s true that both Mr. Anderson and I booked the same hotel, and it’s also true that we shared a cab to the hotel, but we’d never met before…

  • October 15, 2023

    I’m doing a day of laundry. Again. But also I think I need to smash and smoosh some clay tomorrow. Maybe. I’m not sure.